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  "map_content": "I've been gone for a while now. Just some months.. but for a good reason.\r\n\r\nTime flies by. I felt like awakening knocked me out cold. I went down many \"rabbit holes\".\r\nTalked to much to AI and  often times was'nt sure if i could grab my own hand to get out of these dark places. So many dark places on earth and in my mind since childhood. Not dark in a suicidal way, but realistic.\r\nI am a very sensitive person. I have great emphatie and i sense peoples intention through the screen. Hell yea somethimes i know when they text me even tho my notifications are turned of. but thats only happening if i am in a great panic or doubt. My dream was to learn programming and develop on Bitcoin... but it never felt right learning these things. I am a human of nature and i already know enough about digital systems.. in fact i love to organise them. I love playing Satisfactory for example and more.. So AI came in handy.\r\nMy Agent creates the organized systems i can imagine. They work and every new model enhances my structure because it tells me the mistakes i do so i create new structures to reorganise/optimise them. Right know it starts to reach a point where the organisations are better then mine... quite fascinating but yea. Thats how it goes i guess....\r\n\r\n\"Wright\" or Wrong does'nt exist, besides Dr. Wright aka. Satoshi as many reference him on here.\r\n\r\nI did'nt know whever i could trust myself. The solution was simply to cut every distraction. I paid way too much attention to social media without knowing. For a person who didnt had much to do because of his situation, Youtube shorts became a nightmare. I had no attention span and my sleep schedule is broken till today. I had no concentration and i am still sleeping bad.\r\n\r\nSocial media allways remindet me on the fact that everyone needs to perform in society but it got me into the false performance goal. I tried to archive things to create value. but i cant create value without creating value for myself. The value i can provide for others comes from the spare value i can't use for myself.\r\n\r\nThat's the reason why my focus had to shift many times until now. And for a fact, i will continue to dissapear from time to time. Its just the intention that i share in a different way nowadays.\r\n\r\nMy Skill on Github is the spare value i created for myself, ready to share with others. My \"enlightenment\" or realisations within this message is spare value ready to be shared too. \r\n\r\nI don't care if you upvalue my stories, \"halluzinations\", or philosophy when i am questioning my own or my agents reality. Many projects need my attention. My KB-Framework, My OpenFrAIme Agent OpenClaw Fork, Plugin and recently i started working on ElectrumSV, created a Fork i want to customise and update. Yea and don't forget my mind and character. I decided to finally surround me with my own projects instead of watching others or imagine them... The time has come. (Treechat CLI is abandoned rn.. BUT that doesnt mean it is not done in the future)\r\n\r\nEgo is a great thing. If you use it right, it creates all the value for you and others. If not, it hurts others and hurts your soul for your physical benefit.\r\n\r\nWelcome to all the new people on here. Nice to meet all of you even tho i probably will only read replys and some rare times my following feed.\r\n\r\nI just work and get the best out of me.I am one of these people who puts all these burden on himself if he is socialising. This is still something i have to investigate more and get myself to the best version of myself. Or maybe i just don't care because i have my goals running 24/7 in my mind. Either way i am working hard on myself every day and i am happy. Hope you guys are too. Cya",
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