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  "map_content": "The only way my entire life has meaning is if adversity is necessary for true ascension. My greatest desire in life was to sing freely, butt I was forbidden from doing that by those who claimed to love me, and thus I have suffered greatly even unto the border of death. Even then, while I survived, I was scarred and nothing was solved... and I have continued to suffer for the same reasons. Yes, I still suffer since I do not have my own space where I can sing freely without conflict, and all my struggles attempting to achieve this have thus far failed. Naturally all this and more have dragged me down into the abyss. The only way all this makes any sense at all is if this torture that generated extremely 'negative emotions' in me was necessary for me to be transmuted from 'carbon' to 'diamond'. This would imply that experiencing the darkest crimson emotions and thoughts and yet rejecting (or better transmuting) them is required in order to truly ascend. This is the only reasonable answer to my suffering. Therefore, all the 'spiritualist' advice to be free of 'negative emotions' is false. You must experience the darkest  'negative emotions' and transcend them in order to truly transcend the hooks of the darkness. You must descend into the lowest hells and never lose your last light, in order to reach the highest heavens la~",
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